So today I went to twitter and frenchy somewhat said that piczo is closing.
And well, yes. It's kind of very sad, actually. From memory, I was about 11 when I started using piczo when it was NEW AS. And by new as, I mean way back when it was a website maker. Like I used piczo to make corny ass childish websites when I was in YEAR FOUR. AND BY CORNY ASS I mean glitter animations, the pre made music which the website provided and lame gifs with 100billion comment boxes everywhere which no one commented on. And a hit counter. (I'm completing year 10 now).
I mean I used piczo to rant my pre-teen ass off, and bashed on girls who wore mini-shorts and looked hot as shit and had lots of friends because I didn't, ranted about skanky girls sucking off guys behind me in the cinema whilst watching harry potter, things kids said to me at school which pissed me off, list goes on.
Pretty much started using it when I had a fall out with a friend in year...8. Made a freaking 6 paragraph something post which no one read, lol. Had about 3 moments of fame on the front freaking page like a boss, then the site crashed and I stopped using it and now it's closing down. And, not to be too soppy and emotional, but overall, piczo was like an online escape from the world during the four years which I had depression. SO, when I think back to my piczo blogging days, I think of how different I was when I used piczo while it was a site building tool and ... pretty much 2 years ago when I blogged. (Almost end of the year so may as well say 2 years).
I was so freaking sad and quite immature, even in my blogging days and that is sort of what I think about when I think of 'piczo.' Although I feel as though I've matured just a bit (By matured I mean recovered from depression), I still say some really weird crap. Facebook page is FULL of it.
Although piczo, back in the site building days, brought a lot of rubbish to my young life which no one knows about, and although I used it when I was not in a good state of mind, I have met some pretty nice people on here. Some = 2 people, being lizz and frenchy. /silence this blog is dead as fuck. And yes. What else to say. Oh, and well...Other which I was really close to, on this website, who then left piczo without saying goodbye ADIOS!
So yes. That's pretty much is, piczo shutting down is sort of like, as corny as it sounds, the end of a chapter for me. I can't explain why, because it would take too long and it is boring anyway, but although most of my early piczo days lead to horrible things which impacted me at a young age, I left knowing a handful of nice people - all from the other side of the world.
/insert soppy music here
WELL THIS IS GOODBYE. I don't know whether to screenshot things, like nice ass comments people sent me from my fave people or...THIS IS VERY OVERWHELMING. None of you understand, the pages and pages of blod posts on here are pretty much my childhood diary entries everyday - online. Shit. Most of them, looking back now, are pretty embarrassing and I'm ashamed of myself for even putting those thoughts and ridiculous rants all over the internet. I think in one post I typed something along the lines of
"EVERYTHING FUC*ING SUCKS LIFE IS A FAT PILE OF SHIT F*** ME - NOT LITERALLY". How very embarrassing.
Ok, well that's pretty much all I thought I'd post. Felt like I HAD to post something. So although most of the awesome people I met on here left yonks ago, for those of you who I still connect with, know that whenever you feel lonely or are having a shit ass day, someone, from the other side of the world, knows who you are - and that is me.
(I'd upload a photo, but freaking piczo hasn't fixed the problem yet. For me anyway. Bloody hell.)
Night, piczo, forever.